Well today I learned that he's not.
He's not psychotic or crazy or obsessed with me.
But he is deeply in love with me.
And I swear to you.. I don't know why I ever just.. Played him.
He has never left my side.
He has always been there for me.. Answered when I called.. Replied within seconds when I texted him and not ever has he ignored me.. Not once.
I don't even talk to him..
But when I do its like he doesn't notice a thing like if everything is okay..
I mean.. I never really loved him.
Didn't like him.
He got annoying..
He made things seem so crazy I thought he was a liar but he's not.
And I learned it's not that he didn't get annoying.
It's just I was an ass to realize what I had in front of me.
I mean look at me..
I'm here explaining to you how I feel now and how much shit I realize now because of what happened today and you know what happened today??
He's not psychotic or crazy or obsessed with me.
But he is deeply in love with me.
And I swear to you.. I don't know why I ever just.. Played him.
He has never left my side.
He has always been there for me.. Answered when I called.. Replied within seconds when I texted him and not ever has he ignored me.. Not once.
I don't even talk to him..
But when I do its like he doesn't notice a thing like if everything is okay..
I mean.. I never really loved him.
Didn't like him.
He got annoying..
He made things seem so crazy I thought he was a liar but he's not.
And I learned it's not that he didn't get annoying.
It's just I was an ass to realize what I had in front of me.
I mean look at me..
I'm here explaining to you how I feel now and how much shit I realize now because of what happened today and you know what happened today??
